I'm right there with ya Jenny. I had PTL from 12w with Keanu. He was born at 25w and died soon after delivery. 5 months later I got pregnant with Morgan, had a cerclage at 17w, battled PTL the entire time and was on bedrest from 12w on. I never had to do Terbutiline, but was on a few other meds, had gestational diabetes, and U/S's at least every other week. Cody was a complete accident. We started talking about MAYBE having another baby when Morgan was in school, knowing what we were up against, and then found out I was already 9w pregnant!lol Ooops... Then did the whole highrisk pregnancy with the cerclage (3 years to the day after Morgan's), U/S every week from 14w-27w, then every other week until the end, and then another 37w delivery. Dh got snipped when Cody was 4 months old.
I really like Fertility Friend. I used it when we conceived Keanu (it's the way I *knew* I was 24w, even tho they kept saying I was only 21w and wouldn't do anything to help him when my water broke), and how I *knew* I was 2 weeks less than they said I was with Morgan so I wouldn't be induced too early.
As much as I would love another baby, my baby making days are over. It's strange how things like this change people. When I told everyone I was pregnant with Keanu, everyone was so happy b/c we had been trying for a while and had had a couple m/c's. With Morgan, everyone was happy, but VERY cautious. With Cody, both our mom's actually cried b/c they were so worried.